So, there was sun today.
this may not seem like a crazy thing to most but here in the ciry of eternal rain it seems like the most splendid thing in the universe. in fact spending even half a day in the sun seems to have rejuvenated me more then i knew i needed.
there’s this part of me that can not wait to spend sunny days lounging with my friends on a beach or the grass reading. or even just having a tall glass of iced tea on a patio and enjoying the natural sunny rays shining down on me.
the last few months of my life have be a whirl wind of activity and emotion. i’ve spent more time contemplating my existence and my future then i ever have before. i know now that i want to be a writer, that i want to change the world (or maybe just one persons world) with the words i write. i want to make people smile, laugh and maybe even cry. i used to spend a lot of time wondering what i should do with my life, i was indecisive because i didn’t believe my dream of being a writer was possible, or plausible. i lived with self doubt.
now i know that i may not be the best writer out there, i doubt my stories will ever rival Stephen King, but i can be better then a lot of other main stream popular novels (here’s looking at you 50 Shades) and really that’s all i can strive for.
I’m sure everyone has felt this way at some point, so here is a shout out to all of us that have faced the fear, doubt and indecision. Lets do this, lets follow our dreams!